Saftey BlanketYou were my falling star.My winter rain.My safety blanket.You held me together,Kept me alive.But I tore you apart.It burns now,Almost six months after,Because of me you are only a memory.I wake up screaming,When Ive had no nightmares.My dream world has become an abyss.I cant breathe.Im being ripped into.There is no falling star.Someone touches me,I cringe away.There is no winter rain.Im freezing,But alight with raging fire.There is no safety blanket.Yet still. . .You are my falling star,My winter rain.My safety blanket.
Snow White QueenI was walking down a long door less hallway. The tile was a pallet of ice beneath my feet. Although there was no light, the walls seemed to reflect the smooth ivory floor. Im not sure where I was, but the air hung heavily with alcohol smell of a hospital. The scent clung to my skin, and burned my senses. I was alone but I felt them watching me.The ghosts and screams followed me. Then, suddenly at the end of the hall, there appeared a door. It glowed with an un-earthly light. My thoughts told me to evade it, but the spirits lead me through it. Inside the only light came from the glowing floor. Their voices followed me. Their faces beckoned me closer, only one I remember clearly.All of the spirits were female, but when I close my eyes I can only see her. She was blond, her eyes were wide orbs that shined and innocent azure. Her pale features were thin, but soft. She parted her ruby lips and spoke two icy words. Help us.The message haunted me, it covered my bones with
ScreamsSlit my throat and watch the blood,Streaming down my skin.It only hurts a little bit,But the screaming never ends.Follow me everywhere,Pretend I will never know.I don't know where you're hiding,But I do know that you're watching.Sing me a love song,To strangle me to sleep,But don't feel guilt,I'll pretend it's just a dream.Cut me in a thousand peices,Hide them in the sea.I know you won't remember me,But you won't forget my screams.